today i begin again. i will do what i want, i will do what i need and i will do it anyways to make 2015 a great year! today i will begin the steps necessary to gain myself back. to let go and move forward. to be happy and enjoy what life has to offer and what i have been blessed with. today i will begin again, even if it's hard, even if i don't want to, even if i fall, even if it hurts, even if i'm scared, even if it makes me cry! today i WILL begin again!